THE BEAT OF MY HEART

2010-03-07T23:04:00.000-08:00

i am back at this space here guys, i want to have a little more time,
i want to get a little more rest,
i want to get a little more of you too, but i cant,
i going for a 8-5 for a week and i want to head down to club soon guys.
i haven been there or a long long time already.
and i hope febian get well soon,
sorry i am just too tired to do anything at night.
sorry for sleeping all the time with you guys.
my body clock isnt the same anymore
i used to sleep in the morning but i sleep in the nights even before mid-night already
i used to wake up in the night, no more now!
i envy you guys to have so much fun.
(:
and i know you are better without me (:

2010-03-06T16:12:00.001-08:00

hey guys, how have your life been?
how is your cny? mine is good.
did my extra duty for bring-ing i-phone to camp.
when doing my duty i still bring i-phone go watch movie? like kinda not worry someone sabo you only?
last week while i was at camp, me and my buddy went for a run around camp at night. the picture of the first day when i enlisted till now just came into my mind. when up to the hall to do some static, and picture myself getting shaved for the first time and thats when my army life started, febian darren joey xiang wei yuanxing accompany me to camp and not to forget charmaine was there as well. thats was like 9 months ago already? i serve ns for 9 months already. time flies really quick. 9 months just like a blink? every weekend just wait for book out and sunday wait for book in? i remember the first night, i cried when i got the calls from febian,darren and charmaine. i cant control my tears. i know that night i miss them so freaking much. and follow my first out-field. and i swear is the best out-field i went till now, i have countless of out-field during this 9 months because of my vocation is a RECCE. the first out-field was crazy, but it was enjoyable. what will i be doing after ns? i dont have the time to have fun anymore, i am lagging behind. i have wasted too much time.
and i really wants to thanks all my friends esp febian darren joey jings and charmaine for helping so much giving me some advice and some pushing force.
but from now onwards i can do all this by myself already, febian darren joey(you guys cant be there for me all the time due to ns) jings and charmaine(really nice to know you both. :) )
thanks!
bye blogger!
i dont deserve it.
that was like 9 months ago.

2010-01-01T03:26:00.000-08:00

brand new year people,,,,,,
i only can say that, non-stop mahjong-ing dailyyyy, cannot take it, cannot believe it,
20 hours of mahjong sleep 4 hours, continue again,, LOL, WTF
failling ill,
fever with flu and cough, plus abit of sore, nb,
i must get well by monday if not i hk alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
how is your trip"?
i need an apple now,
i know you are reading this,
I WANT AN APPLE NOW,
(:
take care, oh yea,
HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

2009-12-06T03:33:00.000-08:00

this 2 weeks is just having x10 fun.
hanging out with xq chantelle and whitney and benson.
overnight mahjong madness at chantelle place was just imba,
sleeping at 2-3am after mahjong and wake up at 645 for my bike course. (but we had fun)
cycling, drinking, escape blackjack lan-gaming and more more even late night supper plus lots.
before sleeping chantelle will ask me and benson to watch some shit videos. videos making me falling asleep.
photos are at chantelle blog, i am too lazy to copy and paste.
and to all my friends, febian darren yt joey xw yx (plus the girls)all the best to your up-coming exams.
i am sorry febian, (if you happen to read this)
see-ing everyone of you all in 2 weeks time, just fuck guard duty yea.
all the best. oh yea, shit face, study hard yea(:

2009-11-14T12:16:00.001-08:00

while i was cooking chicken maggie plus egg for lunch,
image went though my head,
and i felt hungry again, i went to cook soba with miso soup.
eating alone
felt so lonely.
you will say, is too much, i cannot finish, then that sad face,
dunno why i still feel kinda, arghh,
things are never the same,
mahjong with darren febian and hy,
i think is a month when i last saw hy,
went home and blogger here, talking rubbish with darren,
kinda bored about club already,
but for the sake of friends i still go.
where to find such friend like me?
nights world,
i want 2012 soon

2009-11-10T22:10:00.000-08:00

hey world,
resting at home for 2 days it just fucking shiok, you mei you,
i guess i am the last person to know things btw.
but is okay,
things will turn good for you,
i know i cant be a complete friends to you,
i just hoping, praying things will turn better? yeahh,
i hope things will turn good between you and him,
going to take a nap,
and i have the urge to sleep, i am tiredddddddd
time flies, is been half a year on this 28
i want pa-pa-party.
bye earth

2009-11-04T06:33:00.000-08:00

its nice to have a bike course, is super relax,
good life, good food, and can fuck care everything.
but have been sleeping around 12 plus and have to wake up around 530, is killing me
please, i need to sleep early,
good night people,
i used to be love drunk
and now hangover,
i love you forever,
changes need to be made,
willing to do it,
i miss you,
really do.
times we spend i really treasure it,
can i know what to do next ):

2009-10-25T01:10:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to darren seah yeah,
went for his birthday party celebration yesterday,
it was fun, after that some shit stuff and we headed to powerhouse,
and after party went to mac to get water and went home.
last week in camp was just super tiredddddddd,
went to the field for 2 days come back for soc test, got caught smoking in the toilet and because of that, i got to sign 5 extra that earns me 5 weekend not booking out.
thats sucks big time,what can i do?
so what you are a good kind person? people do take advantage of you?
love is just a game,
it will have an end point.
it do not happen in reality, it only happen in drama.
give it all up, taking back my love(not)

2009-09-26T13:26:00.000-07:00

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again
I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy

just so randomly i heard this song from febian phone,
you just appeared in my mind,
the time we spend together was so wonderful,
how i wish i can just hug you with my arms,
that will be more then enough for me.
i wonder will i ever have a chance to hug you again.
guess what tomorrow
another month has pass-ed
good luck in live

2009-09-13T09:48:00.000-07:00

weird without having those gays by my side as they are all busy with their fuck shit.
camp mate are just surprise to come into my life,
and i really have fun with them,
lots of question just bang into my mind.
i want to know all the answer to all the question,
but,
i don have the courage to ask
i already cant give you smile,
the world is spinning,
and i want to move on
and i will try my best,
as i know
you want me to.

2009-09-10T23:10:00.001-07:00

unknowingly 3 months in the army is over for me,
and i had pass out already
time pass so fast,
this 3 month is never easy for me,
this maybe the hardest 3 months i had in my entire life,
the 8days 7 night field camp is just unbelievable.
the nights that i slept in the rain, walk in the rain,
the punishment i got
the stand by bed, stand by area, and the nightmare of stand my universe
the physical training in camp is the wtf
the day you were gone
the insomnia which i had,
the 24 km road march,
and the enlistment day when my bud came and send me off, just touched to the max.
i learn how to be strong, independent and take care of myself,
life for me is aimless,
i still thinking should i continue my studies after ns(which my dad really wants)
or i should just sign on and fuck the world.
i know i have been missing out loads of fun around.
along my ns life till now,
febian joey and darren is always there when i need, i really thanks you guys,
the chilling session that we had, esp with febian,
life is never easy for anyone,
things dont always goes your way,
i had mine and you had yours,
never ending problems for you, which i cant do anything much just to stand by your side listening to you. accompany you, thats what i can only do.febian. stand up soon.
and soon i am turning 20,
i am no longer young.
and,
is nice to see you having a nice life
i can see that you are enjoying yourself,
and maybe thats the you which you are.
the smile you had now is something which i cant give
i am just happy that you are able to have this life which you want.
i am really glad, and the same time, i am sad.
this show thats you already do not need me.
remember enjoy yourself to the fullest. because that is you.
the real you.
imy.

2009-08-23T03:11:00.000-07:00

the post is gone.
so.
should i be gone too?

2009-08-23T01:00:00.000-07:00

5 more days from 23 is another friday
i have chosen to become a scout.
i will be serving my ns in the field then in camp.
that sucks
sometimes i feel that we have nothing to talk about,
maybe i just do not dare to ask about it.
mum birthday is around the corner. wonder how will it be like.
sometimes i just feel so empty.
i miss clique,
and most importantly
i miss you.

if you wonder off too far,
my love will take you home.
you belong with me?

all the best guys for the exam,
see you guys next week (:
esp febian chan kitson.
you better study harder x 1000

2009-08-09T23:43:00.000-07:00

back-ed from field camp,
it was tough but enjoyable.
sleeping with insect around was my first time,
jungle was huge, every route seems the same,
after 8 days and 2 weeks confinement i was still able to fine my way home.
headed down zouk, saw my cousin some old faces
had a game and slack and mahjong with the 3 siao kia till the dawn,
dinner and meet click(clique) in town, headed down butter
different kinda of experience, dancing with music i never heard before.
and now blogging here.
is more then a month i last saw you,
and going to be another month,
just like i went army and got 3 month of confinement of not see-ing y-o-u
the feeling is weird,
my dad,mum,cousin,even my grandmother is asking about you every weekend,
i just lied, and lied,
lying is a easy thing, but, i find it hard this time round
the impression you gave, i never want to spoilt it.
because it was prefect, it was good
the aching when i lied,
i just pull myself over,
you told me you will make it for my 090909
in the end, you went back your words
is okay, i know is no longer past, is now and phuture(future)
i was never first, so i do not expect much,
just like playing big small,
is 50-50
but i lost,
i know the rate is lower then 50,
i tried.
i thought i was able to see you this weekend,
you are the force driving me thought this field camp
i told myself,
after this i will able to catch a movie or have a dinner or what.
whenever i was shag tired i told myself this,
at least it was a white lie.
i doubt you will read this,
because, you have no time, and lazy to hit this link,
you have new friends now,
more work load,
and i felt you are further away from me.
i am just nothing after 3 years,
but you will be getting a degree after 3 years,
this gap is enough for me to jump down and get myself kill-ed
thats how deep
the night before i left for field camp,
the feeling suck
i never wanting to go
but i have no choice.
you said i am the friend you do not want to lose,
if i just did not start every text till now,
i think i am already out of your mind,
remember the poker card you wrote,
that is a pushing force,
i am just a weak shit.
the love i first gave haven change a bit till now

febian study hard. for this once. after your exam
we will rock the dance floor and make people call 911 daily
i will be in camp at least every friday night okay?
study hard for this once and don repeat.
i know the how it felt when a person falls,
i have been though
you pull-ed me
i will pull you up too.
you are worst then me
i know,
STAY STRONG BROTHER

2009-07-17T22:14:00.000-07:00

the day i love 28
second has passed,
minutes has passed
hours has passed,
days and weeks.
ice age is a good show,
funny, but, i cant seems to laugh,
the smile on your face just melt my heart,
i am just speechless when i see you.
how i wish i can hug you
kiss you.
again.
if history is able to repeat itself, i will give myself a shot.

2009-07-04T03:51:00.001-07:00

things that have been plan,
idea that i want to do,
surprise that i want to give,
i will walk alone.

2009-07-04T03:00:00.000-07:00

hellooo,
i am having my second book out already, army life is just bwg,
thanks for clique for accompany me the whole night before i book in, i know you are tired like a dog,
a little gift from them just touch-ed me, a card from you melt my heart, a hug from them means any when i need them, they will be there. a hug from you just makes me wonder when will i able to hug you again. mix feeling in me.
unable to sleep even when i am like damn tired,
unable to eat when i am damn hungry,
you bring me smile, and bring me tears
chicken maggie and soba is just love,
but now is just tears,
the gap is big, i did my best,
in the end, i cant change anything.
just because i am useless,
fuck,

2009-05-06T10:12:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE.
yes, haven update this blog for awhile,
she is back from the one week hongkong and taiwan trip
have been busy with basketball and clubbing with the guys on Friday or Saturday night.
i will be entering army in a months time, HOHOHO,
i shall enjoy myself for this one month,
okay end here,
nights people

2009-04-05T14:41:00.001-07:00

HELLO EVERYBODY,
sorry for the lack of update, due to LACK OF TIME, okay,
this few months have been great,
studying, playing, clubbing and went to casino to gamble,
this few weeks are hardcore clubbing for me and the guys,
rebel,phuture,st-james,
money NO-ENOUGH LEH, HOW?
pictures will be up soon, but grant me more time and i will do all this stuff.
and happy belated birthday to elieen,hongjun,sharon,yulin,jinping, and those on march, i know there are some more but just cant remember it,
just ended work at the indoor stadium. shit work? but, we work is just to have fun.
just ended dota with them, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE,
NIGHTS TO EVERYONE,
is 5.55am in the morning,
bye.

2009-01-18T07:45:00.001-08:00

sorry people for the lack of update, thanks people for coming to my 19 and joeyt 18 thanks alot, happy birthday to you joey, even you are fat and short, but is okay la, at times you are cb, and stingy but overall you are still a good friend of mine, (: photos are not in order sorry, (: happy viewing.
i got to thanks febian chan and sharon cheong alot. thanks for your help and thanks peixian for helping too (: thanks. hope you peoples enjoy the day. seriously thanks , my whole bunch of gays. darren(jackie)joey(rabbit tooth)febian(sweaty palms)hong yao(ah frog)yong teck(old man)yuanxing(vomit boy)xiangwei(stubborn kia)AND daryl(darlie)thanks to all this cbk for my secondary school life and i love everyone of you. HOHOHO,( I AM NOT GAY). thanks (:

thanks everyone.

2009-01-11T12:00:00.000-08:00

i know you by mistake,
i love you by mistake,
i miss you by mistake,
mistake is a mistake,
mistake cannot continue,
i try to correct the mistake,
but,
is uncorrectable,
the place we been,
little things we do,
the mistake we done,
take care my friend,
mistake.

2009-01-11T10:50:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOO, THANKS EVERYONE FOR COMING FOR THE BBQ,
the bbq was kinda last min, but hope everyone enjoy it, i will blog the details when i got all the pictures ((: so stay tune to isjustdaryl.bs.com. HOHO
maybe you can get a sneak preview at http://s-evol.blogspot.com.
special thanks to FEBIAN CHAN and SHARON CHEONG. for helping me to prepare food from 2pm thanks (: and thanks febian father for sending us to peoples park if nt my pocket will be having a big hole, hahaha, and thanks pei xian for helping too (:
and thanks everyone for coming darren,xing,christabell, xw, hy,hui chin, teck, ter, hj, joeyh,dawn, elieen, robbie,yulin,sulin,ryan,lynette,jian qing, velle and iris too.hope i never miss out anyone, will be having dinner with everyone i guess, so meet 6 at np thanks people. and those who never come, is okay (: thanks for the wishes. I REALLY NEED TO THANK FEBIAN CHAN ALOT, THANKS YOU, and SHARON CHEONG FOR ONCE YOU ARE DAMN PRETTY. HAHAHAHA.
AND YES SUPPORT http://www.whatisdope.blogspot.com/ THANKS
and i feel love by the clique thanks (:
HOHOHOHO,
you never came,
is okay, you are doing well,
i just miss you

2009-01-03T12:50:00.000-08:00

sorry people for the lack of updates,i have been really busy.
new year was fun, it maybe be simple,meet febian chan in the morning for driving lesson test,
and we was late, but is okay.
febian went to meet the super fat ass(sharon), and i went home to sleep because i never sleep for the last whole night. the night before i was with joey yt yx hy for basketball session, and we slack at holland V, and darren came over and join us and we slack until 4am. me and hy cycle home after that.
meet the clique at 8pm, i was late, because i overslept, the clique had steamboat and we went over to play pool and we went to the carpark to countdown, and we shout like 5 4 3 2 1 den awhile more, fireworks light up the dark sky, not much about the fireworks. we was block abit,abit, only hahaha
after that slack around and we cab down west coast park, it was some fun shit, it was fun, seriously, i will post the rest of the picture tmr.
friday was a mahjong session at febian house, hohoho, i lost 30 buck, cheap cheap la, hahhaha,
sat, went interview with sharon,febian,yt,yx,LHC,hy and me, (daryl tan) hohoho went town slack, stand there play pool and bus to newton to eat, and bus to tiong to slack. febian, hy and me took NR5 home.
will be meeting the guys for basketball session tmr, and is something good because i am damn fat now. 70kg is fyi
will be leaving singapore on monday,
take care people ((:
and it maybe a DxJ chalet birthday party, or a yacht party, haha, sound so cool? HOHOH, i will be settled soon, really soon, please get a present for me, yes me!!!
THANKS PEOPLE, STAY TUNE FOR MESSAGE FOR MY BIRTHDAY HOHOHO, and i will blog again tmr,
bye people!
nights (:
you are still on mind
i miss you
melanie

2008-12-27T13:57:00.000-08:00

pulau ubin that day with clique, kinda lazy to post everything out. it was fun, christmas party over at febian place during christmas eve, and went to telok blangah hill on christmas, happy birthday to noelle!
the year is coming to an end. happy new year to everyone. town with clique during weekends. thats all. i getting my result on 12 jan, and sucks to get result on that day, and i want present people!
you are having a new life already,
take care more, don drink too much .
thanks m******

2008-12-20T13:54:00.000-08:00

will be updating soon, lots of event had happen, i will try to upload all the pictures.
stay tune, too busy to update alr, sorry all my FANSSSSSSSS,

2008-11-11T00:11:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOOO
sorry for not updating for the pass few days.
friday, went town with clique, slack chill sua, meet up at cine, the girls get darren his bday present, after that was just slacking outside cine, and walk over to far east to meet up with febian and joey. slack around, saw some friends zi lei de. went up to nana thai to had dinner, and we walk back to cine to play some pool. after that the rest go home, only me,hy.joey+joeyt,hui chin and elieen went to clementi RC to play pool. play till 4 am, cabbed home,
SAT,
went febian house to play mahjong, and zouk was cancel for some reason, don have much fun of the game, i don wish to comment,
SUN,
went joeyt condo to play some soccer, saw lots of old friends, have lots of fun, swim, and play pool at bukit timah, and meet my lao bu for dinner,
MONDAY,
have tuition in the morning, and went NP to meet the febian and hui chin and serene and the fatty sharon, HOHOHO, went bukit timah to play pool, WE ARE POOL FREAKS, cab to jurong point to watch REC, while teck is there waiting for us, not really nice, but, something new, ye hao, you can go watch the show, i was asleep for the first 10 mins, hahah, too boring already. PHOTOS, will come soon, sorry (:
bye people,

2008-11-03T11:13:00.000-08:00

YO, EVERYONE HO BO, FIRST THING I MUST DO IS TO TYPE FULLSTOP. if not joey will be laughing his ass off, i swear.
went town with clique on weekend, to chill slack sua, first we head to nana thai to settle our empty stomach yes, kang kong and eggs is the best, right jackie? hahaha
after that walk around and head down to parklane and for pool while joey accompany jo to interview.
after that we headed to have some tou hua and chill and we start betting soccer haha, after that the rest went home, only me joeyt and hy at my house downstairs coffee shop hahah,
sorry i fall asleep while waiting for you call,
photos now, i will post everyone pictures,
nights people (:
rest well and recover soon

2008-10-30T10:16:00.001-07:00

finally o's is coming to an end,
i can start throwing the books of at one sides now,
that will make me high,
physic paper was like shit, but, still able to do it,
maths paper today, is damn hard for me, start to worry about the result already,
what's done is done, i have to start looking for jobs soon, DFS don want me, damn it,
meet shi qi yesterday to have dinner and slack, we chat LOTS OF STUFF and we have a evil plan hahahah, ye hao
some of the clique heading to night safari tmr, but i m not going, i need rest,
haven been sleeping enough, due to burning mid-night oil for physic and maths, study until morning den leave home for paper,
not enough sleep have cause me serious headache, but, no choice, 2 more paper to go, and i will fly, mahjong, zouk, drinking, everything lai uh, i want to have FUN, FUN FUN, have not enjoy life for quite some time already, soooooo,
okay, wordddieeessss post,
picture soon, ye hao,
man utd game please, have some aos please, that will be HEN HAO, because i will win some big cash, real big cash, hahaha,
nights people,
good bye headache please,
bye

2008-10-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

woke up during noon, and prepare myself for the paper later, kinda bored because the paper is historyyyyyyyyyy, and i swear the paper is hard until like rock like that, see until also sians, but, bo choice, have to take, after school went home and sleep because i m not having enough sleep this few days, damn tiredddd, ye hao, i going meet hy now, goodbye viewers (:

2008-10-27T10:07:00.000-07:00

yo, everyone ho bo?
new skin, ye nice right?
happy birthday to darren first, i will not be uploading all the pictures, because, i m too lazy to do so, yeahh, so visit that ass blog,
after his birthday celebration, went joeyt house to mahjong for 3 days 2 nights, mahjong more den 40 hours, is wtf,
sooooooooooo
group pictures only,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY darren

2008-06-08T11:41:00.000-07:00

hello blogger!!
it has been month after my last post, got to update yesterday happening stuff with clique tmr haha!
it is a funny week for me. up and down,
weird feeling, and stuff, i want to go cycling with you again, i want go movie with you again, lot of things i want to do with you. i want to god, i want to know the future, sweet things turn bitter for me, move on,
hope you are doing well,
haven been seeing you for sometime you wont be reading this,
is time to say goodbye already,
thanks

2008-04-30T11:53:00.000-07:00

spending my time home all the time,
meeting hongyao almost everyday,
eat dinner, chat
yesterday we chatted about our past,
hahahas, the pass 2 days have dinner at holland v with him,
thinking about lots of stuff this few days,
some idiot has been crapping behind me, i don care,
school is bored to the max, but will be going back to school soon, studying come first now,
i have thinking about, how i meet you at first, at dxo,
follow by city link, and we went drinking, and we went to sentosa after our movie,
we talked about stuff, the happy face of yours, the angry face of yours, the shagg face of yours,
we know each other though a big mistake, if time would go back, maybe i will still willing to make this mistake again if the time go backwards, dunno why,
you came my school have dinner with me, we watch movies, have dinner after your work, sometimes, our argument, i know all this is a mistake,
but, i love this mistake that i made, we talk stuff out,
the cycling, your childish of yours, really make me no way out,
we have argument all this while, hope it will end soon, everything, is repeating in my mind,
is a kind of drug you apply,
nights,
it 3 am,
really tired already,
faster go home,
goodnights,
hope to see you soon, take care,
misses,

2008-04-26T10:37:00.000-07:00

hello to blog,
went school in the morning, not for study, for basketball 3 on 3.
i was the last one to reach for my team, kind of expected, because, when will i be early?
even i was late, and while waiting for bus to school, i saw jolene, hahas, hellooo,
i also waited 30 mins den our turn to play, waited so long.
the first game was cool uh, play with some ah pek team, hahas, some ah pek quite good one, but, i started from the bench, den see and see, after like 3 mins, the score is like 0-0 hahas, so i sub in, super sub, ahhas, kidding uh, we all played well, and cool uh we won the first game, was kind of expected, but, i fall down, leg damn pain uh, si ah pel tiu, but i still played on hahas, so follow up, waited for the MDIS team to play with us, hahas, a bunch of china people, they smell owns, heng my smell can fight, hahas, so we played with the MDIS team, they are better den my team i swear, but, they cannot control the game, so they lost, kinda of sad, is okay. try again,
we need to win one more round we get money already, was so high, vs some lousy people, but we lost, cb, aiya, don care, i cause the lost of the miss free throws, sad uh, after the game, went home, bathe, and was super tired, last night fall asleep at 3am and wake up at 5am, dunno why, kind of used to waked up early to do some stuff, but, it was a sat, so i don think need a morning call, sleep awhile msg come reply, and sleep again, head was damn pain for the whole day,
watch soccer, man utd, pull up your socks uh,
nights,
sorry, i dunno why i said those,
i m jealous, i know,
you did not chose me,
someone help

2008-04-24T10:11:00.000-07:00

hello, haven been blogging,
blogging because, yesterday was a fun day for me, no pictures,
went bbdc to book exam date, is on jun,
i must pass, and get license soon, after that went np to meet my friend,
meet my friend at np bus stop, the weather is so hot uh, i m sweating like mad, me and my friend decided to take a cab, we took cab from np to east coast, hahas,
its has been years since i last went there, change quite abit, very nice,
we went to the bicycle rental, rent bike, and we went cycling, hahas,
it was so fun, chatting laughing all the way, we from east coast cycle to the end of pasir ris park. so far uh, i swear it is damn far, and comfrim a good exercise, burn lot of fats in my body, ahahhas,
we cycle for 4 hours plus, ahahas, in between there is break, and we went to play swing also, is like back to the childhood days, we say a damn cute boy, hahas, he so damn cute uh, with a very gong face, i swear, he is damn cute, hahas,
after everything we went to mac to wash up, thought of eating seafood, in the end, we went to parkway parade to have sakura, but close down already, so we walk we saw, FISH & CO, hahas, so we went in, had our dinner there, enjoy the food, i find the fish and co at parkway damn nice, hahas, dunno why,
after everything, we walk to the bus stop, i send my friend home, my friend was soo tired uh, sleep on the bus, hahas, after i send her home, i took bus home,
i went to meet hongyao before i went home, he just discharge from hospital for anyhow eating medicine, hahas, so don anyhow eat medicine, he say until he almost die, hahas, his eyes and face, is so -.- wth, hahas,
den qixian join us, went to the pub at sunset to have a drink, chat all the way until 2am, went home bathe, watch man utd, hahas,
okay, nights to you,
nights to my friend, bye

2008-04-08T01:42:00.000-07:00

ONCE AGAIN,HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY TO LING XIANG WEI ((:

had school yesterday, from 9am-7pm. = sians )):
went school half an-hour late, reach school english lesson = sleeping lesson, teacher mono tone put the class to sleep, breaks came, all have lunch at the nasilemak stall outside school, food there was BAGUS, damn nice, went back to have second half of the lesson of english, we are watching mtv of songs, hahas, quite cute,
after english, went for lunch break, but not eating, join yee wee,hairu,ron ron, and, shit, forget his name hahas, nevermind, i doubt he will look at this post,
had chinese, lol fun fun,
we having so much crap and playing with the teacher, hahahs, cute to the max, hahash
once chinese ended, had the ban mian with sky at the usual place, hahas, den he tong bang me on his cab to town, i reach town around 7.45,

faster go shop for the ling lulu present, hahahas, shop around for 1 hour? hahahs dunno why shop so long also hahas, hope that ass love my present, ahhas, ((:because, it cause me a BOMB, HAHAS,
went to fish and co, hahas, the fish, is yummy hahas, no pictures, there wasted )): hahahs, his bithdayy video is there, i haven got he video hahas, the cake was came, is HANDMAKE CAKE hahas, don be touch ahhash, the cake nice sio( can i have one for my bday next year too? hahash
went for lan gaming, hahas, fun, fun haahs, after that slack at took some pictures there too ((:
yongteck , terence, joey,dom,birthday boy(xiangwei) febian,darren,daryl yuanxing . HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANGWEI.

this picture so cool sio ((:
hope we can be like this all the time ((:
brothers for life ((:
time to do some revision already, byebyebye,
i got blog ok, idiot sttop saying i never blog.

2008-04-06T08:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, OWEN LING XIANG WEI, AKA LING LULU,

today is 7-4-2008, is ling lulu birthday, so i have to post hahahas,
will be celebrating that lulu birthday tmr, photos and more will be update tmr or something
weekend was bored,

last week went town to meet IDOIT for break and took some pictures uh, i know you waiting for me to update this uh, always ask me to update -.- at that, we headed to drink at amber hahas,
drink with yeewee,pat,mel,idoit and some unknown person, those people i don wish to know too hahahs
school as per normal bored to the max,
tuesday meet up with clique to play some mahjong, and meet mel for movie,
wednesday went bbdc to do some enrolment for my driving license((:
thurdays, accompany my mother to get motorola v9, some idoit got the same phone as me, I BUY THE PHONE FIRST YOU THIS COPY IDOIT -.-
friday, went grandparents house to have some dinner, den went to meet someone to have dinner and ben and jerry,
saturday, went school for bball, went home bathe, and cabby to darren place to have some mahjong session again, after that headed down to suntec to find TANG RU TING,(COUSIN) biang, ask me down den want me to join her for some gambling lesson, but thanks for the FREE dinner ((: ahahhahs, went hong yao house for some mahjong again, played until 5 am uh so tired )):
sunday, went home, watch tv, cannot fall asleep )): morning played psp, LOL , play all the way until 11am, den fall asleep, until 3pm? wake up and watch tv, basically slack whole day at home,
my ONE WEEK POST, hhahah
nights people ((:
i m just nobody i guess,
i m just confuse uh,
someone help me please someone,
come to me save me thanks.
i m going MAD )):

2008-03-30T10:02:00.000-07:00

firstly, not posting about what my weekend is about,

thanks all my friends i had spent with all this past years. i dunno are your reading or your are not, i guess your are having fun without me too, seriously, i really sorry for the misunderstanding, i did not want things to turn out like this, but is like this already, i doubt anyone able to change it uh,
daryl tan siong kit is sorry to my clique that i spend 5 years with,
i miss those outing we had, morning mahjong, time we slack. the mtv we shooted, the catching we played, the chalets we have fun, those nights cycling we had. maybe your had even forget who am i already, weekend is weird without your, msn no more chatting with you guys, no more jokes, no more slacking time, i will miss you guys, your moving on already, poly have so many people, replacing me is a simple task i guess,everything will be weird too, i miss time in newtown, how much we want to leave that place, but i m thinking back already, friends come by and go away? thanks for coming to me when i need your for the past 5 years, 5 years just past like yesterday happen everything. no point talking about everything already,
i really wish your have a better life, and stable relationship for those who are in now,
everything that your do, just all the best,
take care my clique,
blogger don allow me to post the rest of the pictures, so telling you all i love you all really, enjoy life and take care my clique (:

2008-03-26T13:47:00.000-07:00

hello blog,
is 5 am now and i m blogging,
soo boredd can
wake up in the afternoon, was way too tired,
went town, plan to study in the end, NEVER ))):
meet ewe dylan and some of their friends,
went different ways,
watch shatter ( did i spell wrongly?)
bored show i swear,
not nice at all uh,
after that meet one of my friend at kap for supper at mac, home at 2.30,
take care,
i know you are awake uh, just dunno what is happening ):
let me show you what real love can do.
nights sweet dreams,
see you soon (:

2008-03-24T09:29:00.000-07:00

heyy, blog,
yeahhh, i really miss people who i can really talk to when i got problems uh,
i really have ton and ton and ton of problem in my mind, really i cannot take it anymore soon uh,
this is killing me,
blog, i really hope i can type everything out, but, i cant,
i miss those people who i can go to when i need them, is like so weird talking to them now,
last time, we can talk everything under the sun uh, but, now? hi and bye? hahas jokes man
they are gone now, really gone uh )):
end off with some pictures
bye
he is your honey, not me

2008-03-23T10:11:00.001-07:00

helloooooo blogg,
yesterday was like SO DAMN OFF, ))):
went school and pool den jason, donavan,plus, donavan sister, yee wee and velle came my place to slack.
watch some movie, and get our dinner at my house downstair,
and i got a phone call from shi hui(old primary school friend) she ask me go dxo, and i said ok, because, can do some catch up with primary school friends,so i go yee wee house take school uniform and like so cool uh, gold hair with school uniform, hahahas
st-andrews uniform is cool to the max, i swear, hahahas
reach dxo, PARTY CANCEL,
because, someone got bang down by car, and we are like SHAGGGGGGGGG
slack at dxo, for like 2 hours.
i walk from dxo to bq, to look for xingyi and co, drank abit with them
den i walk to amber and bring shilin, pat, and mel and their friends and drink there,
those WEAKK drinker, hahaas, but, i kinda fun drinking with the, their kids look hahahs, and the games we played, and i got thanks jinping again uh, underage, i know hahahas, thanks, taken some pictures before we go,
will post the school uniform when i got the pictures ((:

me and yee weeme, yeewee velle

2008-03-21T11:50:00.000-07:00

hello (:
went dxo yesterday after lesson
seriously did not enjoy at all,
friends was caught drinking before going in to dxo, and was like omg,
drank quite abit uh, was damn high at first, after awhile, damn sains already
bored uh, life is so bored now uh,
going for bball tmr, yeahhh,
so nights everyone ((:
i dunno are you reading my blog,
i hope you are reading,
i really miss you, care for you
yeah, misunderstanding is still like hanging around,
takecare ok, i dunno should i let it go,? someone tell me please ):
daryl is shag, blur, tired, and bored ):

2008-03-19T10:01:00.000-07:00

hello,
blogging, blogging,
went jinping birthday yesterday, there is lots of people in amber yesterday uh,
meet ivy,huichin,gen and ah boon there, drank quite abit there,
played pool, had taken some picture, LOL
will post when i get the picture,
happy birthday to sharon also,

no school today, went school for tuition and went pooling at west coast RC
homee at 7 plus, watch tv, online chatting, yupp,
i miss you lots,
but how can i say it out?
i wont say it out,
everything has ended.
i miss alot of stuff lehhhhhh,
can someone, replay what i had did for 18 years?
i want to see it,
i m fatt now, close to 70 kg soon uh, omg,
i m a fat boy now, not like last time, slim slim slim HAHAHAS
NIGHTS TO YOU
NIGHTS TO YOU
HAHAAS, BYE BLOG,

2008-03-17T09:46:00.000-07:00

school today, a very long day in school
had english and chinese for today, kinda long day, from 9am-7pm uh,
10 hours in school really bored to the max.
played abit of bball, kinda fun,
went home after school
mummy get me dinner
nights

i miss you lots, but i have to keep it to myself

2008-03-15T10:24:00.000-07:00

yea,, went out today, went to bukit batok to meet yee wee,ronald, and donavan, played some pool and, i rush town to meet shilinnnnn, yeahhh, meet her to collect the motorola charger and have some, snacks? or high tea? LOL ,
we got some food from taka basement, and like snacks, we but our food, den we went to get bubble tea, after that we slack at paragon, her break was 1 hour, but it seems like 10 mins, uh, time really flies, after that went to batok to find those idoit again, slack chatted, and home,
weekends just like normal days for me now uh,
not much difference, no more towning with my clique, no more lan gaming, no more jokes from them, no more time that we get together,
please, please, why can we put everything behind? and like hang out again. please, please, i please already, god god god, please, please, i feel really lonely without your,
in such a short time, so big changes, i really cannot take it uh, please, please, can we just pull back the time, back to the chalet time, lets us have the fun time again, and we can prevent this from happening right? 6 years? we are like rock uh, but someone use hammer to smash at it, we become sand uh, please, god god god, please, i pray really hard, our clique will be back together again, please, i pray,
nights,

to some spammer,
do you know who am i talking about first?
do act like you know alot of stuff,
f-u-c-k off ok,
stop disturbing my blog
get a life,
since you know so many things, get my number call me
confront me ok
i dare you,

2008-03-13T07:32:00.000-07:00

school cancel today,
so have tuition in the late afternoon,,
not bad, i think i m kinda behind time already,
got to do some catch up soon, should not be misbehaving already,
yeahh, i think you are best in flirting uh, yeahhh, flirt more, i dislike to say that, but, i can see with my own eyes, this is the fact uh, so i have no choice to believe it uh,
kids play uh, kids, yeahhh
bored, ):
nights,

2008-03-12T08:13:00.000-07:00

hello blog,
went zouk for the underages party, abit bullshit uh, join some of my school mates there to have fun, yeah, yee wee the first timer enjoy alot sio, LOL,
yeahhh,
underages and proper clubbing is hell lots of difference, there is no fun in underages, boring,
did not took much pictures, dance with shiiiiilinnnnnn and her friend patricia(i dunno the spelling right anot leh ): ) okk,
left zouk around 3.30, waited for shiilinn and her friend to take their cab home, me and yeewee went to get some drinks at great word, slack around, and cab home
yeahhh
today, went schoolll, for maths,
sharon neo shi hui,, finally you went home (:
arbo you will be calling me at the wrong timing all the time,
after school went to dad shop to take some stuff and HOMMEEEEEEE
YEAHH, some idoit, like fall asleep already, -.-
SHIIILINNNNNNNNN YOU OWE ME BUFFETTTT LOL,
OK
NIGHTS (:

2008-03-10T07:49:00.000-07:00

yeah, life is so boredd, nothing much happening around too,
weekends is just another day at bq, drinking and drinking,
life is just bored,
suddenly think of my own clique, weekends without your is really weird for me,
yeah sat morning, we have bball game, just the feeling is so damn weird already,
memories,
yeah, i love you bendan, nights (:

2008-03-02T08:23:00.000-08:00

hello, yeah , time to update
not much picture,
just words,
sschool is bored for me,
make lots of friends in my school,
weekends spend at club and pub, drink and clubbing,
went bq with hong jun, and 2 of my mdis friends,
drink and drink,
yeah,don really like my life now, ):
just think it sucks to the max.
i miss all my brothers, you know who you are,
i miss you too,
nights (:

2008-02-28T08:45:00.000-08:00

hello, blog,
yeah, since a long time i last post my blogs,
yeah, weeks have been okay for me,
school and outings with my schoolmates,
other den that, is still the same for me,
went pub on sat to celebrate my friend birthday, yeah,
slack around and played around at bq,
is kinda weird i not spending my time with my groups of friends on weekends anymore,
yeah, take care my brothers,
is okay for me,
just tell me, i able to let it go,
why must be wasting each other time,
take care (:

jinping and me (:

2008-02-20T05:55:00.000-08:00

2008-02-15T06:43:00.000-08:00

hello, yeah,
valentine day was simple for me, she came my place,cook breakfast for her, play eat chat, take photos. yeah, during evening send her to meet her mummy at woodland and i went to meet hongyao,zoro, and qi xian for some mahjong session,
woke up late for school today, bathe dress up, and leave home, took a cab to school, class was quite empty, nothing much, went out with movie with her today. we play and play, send her to her friends house, and i went home, tired,
nights everyone (:
take care uh (:

2008-02-15T02:49:00.000-08:00

i just know you post about me, thanks my friend,
to the once good friend of mine,
i m not a fucker, telling you that first, my little acts? my little lies?
think for yourself today, if wasnt me, will you be laughing and smiling?
maybe you will, i don want to say until i damn wei da, who was the fucker that you mean, listen to all your damn stuff in the middle of the night and early morning, you say i act like a different person with you guys? do i have to show my personality after 5-6 years or friendship? do i have a NEED TO destory it? think for yourself man, you did not talk to me since i went out with darren's(side) since den? you know, i did ask what happen? you are the one not telling me.
is ok, since you already think that way, i have nothing much to say,
wish you enjoy your life, take care my friend, hpy,
this is a post from a FUCKER who you talk about

2008-02-11T07:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE YEAR,
GONG SI FA CHAI
HUAT AHHH

no photo's because, i haven ask from my dad,
new year is good because, we can gamble, and take the ANG EHH
but is damn tired, comfrim tired,sleep around 3-4 hours daily, is like wtf,
gamble and gamble, i lost 200 plus, i guess during this new year period, bad sign,
sat went over elieen place to bai nian, and play mahjong, played from 9 pm to 11 am, is like wtf,
took a cab to my granny place to take some stuff and took a cab home, bathe change and head, watch cj7, i find the show damn lame, is ok for a cheap laugh, but i will rate, 3/5 stars nia,
after movie slack around town have my lunch, get my wallet, and went yishun, after that meet my gays down to my cousin place to have some 21 and mahjong, went home around 4, mean i haven sleep for 2 plus days, is wtf, went home , sleep already, i know is dirty,but , buai tar han ahh,, went over to febian place to have some mahjong, ni na ma, lim bei the big LOSER, -.-
ok, end of my post, i m tired already, i will post when i got the pictures, nights
nights to you wan an

2008-02-02T11:37:00.000-08:00

yeah, nothing much about this whole week,
school and home,
did nothing much,
went studying at tea garden when dawn around 2,30.
darren and xing join us, darren teach me maths, thanks alot,
studied until 5 i guess, and had some ice-cream
some random idea of going town, so we went town,
so we went town with some jia pa lang clothes, is wtf -.-
LOL
i buy shoes today, (: and i m broke ):
meet serene, and elieen,
walk around, have dinner, and slack around, and took bus home
view darren blog for the bus ride pictures, (:
i will update the pictures, when i have them
yeah have just talk to darren almost, everything i guess,
chat and chat till 1 am i guess, and busless home ):
darren zai walk home, TOOK NR8 COST ME 3 BUCKS,
the road too ulu to walk home, so LOL
yeah, i going to sleep soon already,
nights everyone
(:
you are the love of my life,
and if i cry a thousand tears tonight would you come back to me
NIGHTS

2008-01-27T09:48:00.000-08:00

i'vs your picture in my wallet
and your phone number to call it
and i miss you more,
whenever i think about you
i've your mixed tape in my walkman
been so long since we've been talking
and in a few more days
we'll both hook up,forever and ever,
is a damn fucking nice song,
nights
just a spare one

2008-01-26T10:45:00.000-08:00

yeah, woke up by some msg, and calls,
i woke up at 1, went online to do some stuff,
meet darren at 3 plus at holland, and we cab down,
yeah, i owe serene a SAKAE meal ,):
kan why so tyco serene,
saw elieen and xing there,
so all have sakae, HAHAH
yes, good food, (:
hahah
went xing house for a mahjong session,
mahjong and mahjong, kills time,
nights,
i m just a spare one, ):

2008-01-25T10:26:00.000-08:00

I M ENVY AND JEALOUS,
my friends are all starting to move on in their life already, me?
still stuck down there, FUCK,
i really hope to go poly with with your,
i should have to study a little harder when i was at sec 3
and i able to study, n'level with your, and o'level with your, we are flying like dunno what bird now,
is really cool to see your guys, thinking of your future, hais, kinda sad case for me, ):
went school today, have science lesson, kinda fun,
daryl tan, you got to start serious studying after CNY ok, that is the date set for me,
yeah, tuition, starting soon for me, i know, i gang jiong, but, this is all for my own fucking good,
less time with friends, i hope they will understand also,
we still have saturday to hang out,
fuck, thinking when we are sec 1 and 2, we are kids in school playing catching, playing bball, played in the rain, our group start to form when we are sec 3, febian,darren,joey,xiangwei,yuanxing,yongteck,and me dary. yeah, i retain, the rest move on, i was really sad, when i know i retain, for me is the end, the rest were taking N'level, for? sec 3.
they all make it for sec 5, hong jun went ITE, teck move on to poly,
sec 5 we have our bball tournament,and yeah, when all the games ended, is like another chapter of our life is completed already, the rest took O'LEVEL, and i took my N'level, yeah, i did not make it for sec 5, the rest took their result, yeah I M PROUD OF YOUR BROTHERS,
i miss the times we hang out all the time, some is busy working, some are hanging around, we are a group of good friends, please, is there any problems cant be solve?
yeah i want to go poly with you guys, i want, i want it badly
i don want to be left out like this you know,
elieen,xing,joey,xiangwei and me, we are talking about how our future will be, really excited, but, we are growing up already, things will start to change already, darren went off to pick serene, so he did not join us, febian was working so we did not call him to join us,
nights, kinda emo post,
i don mind you share things with me,
i want you to share everything with me,
ok, nights,

2008-01-24T10:22:00.000-08:00

The best way to love is to love like you have never been hurt.
As always, I love you.
yeah, all the best in the poly life.
i want to join your in poly too,
i don want to be be left out by your
really happy to see the smile on your face when your saw your result,
the hardwork has paid off,
for those, who did not get the result as expected,
there will be a way out for your (:
nights to you,
gays and lesbian,
enjoy poly(:
time for gathering will be lesser ):
meet charr today,
it has been a long long while since i saw her,
she is my B FRIEND
B= BEST,BASH,BESTIE AND ALL THE B LA
she change alot,
I MISS THE OLD TIMES, ):
we have to move on.
nights

2008-01-22T09:36:00.000-08:00

had maths lesson today, went xing house to mahjong, went home,
like to be alone,
my phone SUCKS DAMN SUCKS,
FUCK MY PHONE,
FUCK THE WHOLE,
FUCK EVERYTHING,
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

2008-01-21T08:05:00.000-08:00

i don mean you ,
is tuesday, don feel like going shcool later,
some picture, (:
jinping and me
brendon and me
kiss kiss sio i was drunk after that, feel like trying again, HAHA,

2008-01-21T06:02:00.000-08:00

sorry for the late post,
outing with joey and sharonhpy and febian,
have fun,
sunday, mahjong, with xing serene, darren, hui chin
sorry for the lousy post, not in the mood, go sharonhpy blog or joey blog to see sat outing,
and mahjong pictures at darren blog,
today, went for newtown match, really memories, think of the times we train so hard to get 3rd in nationals,
mac with sharon, and left for school dinner at queenstown with sharon, den homes
NO MOOD SORRY FOR THE LOUSY POST
FUCK

2008-01-18T09:40:00.000-08:00

i was late for school today, sharon gave me morning call, but i just cant wake up, i drink abit yesterday, was bored,
reach school at 9.30, lesson was boring, i know wad the teacher is going to teach already, so did not pay much attention to it, was playing with sharon in class, and timo, HAHA, timo, you are a gay fuck, I SWEAR YOU ARE,
touch my -.- yeah enjoy the fun in class today,
slack in school with some school mate, i enjoy the time so much, with sharon, angel, slut,timo and alot more, is a fun time, send her to bus stop, took the same bus, i alighted at holland and went joey place to slack awhile before going to xing place for mahjong, dinner at xing place, cab to joey house to have another round, send HPY to bus-stop, waited for her bus, before i took bus home, suddenly i miss my another good friend, charr alot, i wonder where she is now, last time, once, i have problem, she will be there, now? GONE ):
is okay, i have hpy and sharon and my gays friend, thanks (:
nights too everyone,
nights to you, (: s*****
bye, everyone, meeting hpy in the morning for ACTING SIO, HAHAHA, ching ching

2008-01-17T06:37:00.000-08:00

bored bored bored,
blogging is good,
i just know you too late

2008-01-17T04:57:00.000-08:00

school is fun with you,
went tuition yesterday, den went vivo to meet sister, and went queensways to meet up the 2 gays,
febian and joey, we went around and saw lots of old friends, febian and joey treat me supper THANKS, today, was almost late for school, thanks for calling (:
meet sharon(not HPY) at queenstown and walk to school, english and history today, kinda fun and boring, went library to have a look after school, meet darren to pass him i-pod and i left after that,
home at 8, kinda tired,
it does not take 1 to love, it takes 2

2008-01-15T07:05:00.000-08:00

woke up 7.30 in the morning by the silly person, 20 mins later she msg me, i m boarding the bus already and i was like WTF, i wears my clothes, and run out of the place, and i waited for 30 mins-.-
reach school have maths lesson, have my first maths test, i got 15/25, and the girl beside me name sharon copy mine and fail is like -.-
went hougang to collect my present from beverly and kristin, thanks alot for the card your made and the chocolates you brought thanks alot, meet hongyao at bugis and is raining like bullshit, went over to febian shop to get some stuff for the psp,
went town, hong yao got some shirts, and i got 1 shirt too (: i saw a nice shoes (:
i want to buy, and japan AV tee i want that too,
home and huang jin lu, is nice (:
hahah
nights, i know i should not do that, i m sorry

2008-01-14T06:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL TAN

hahaha yes is my 18 birthday on 12 jan i got to thanks all those people who came, and those who send me birthday msg and gifts really glad that your make an effort, i love you guys, my gays and my chio bu gang HAHAHAHAH.

I KNOW THIS IS MY BIRTHDAY, BUT THE PICTURES, IS ALOT ALOT, PLEASE VIEW ELIEEN BLOG TO SEE ALL THE PICTURE. I WILL UPLOAD SOME, LETS THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING.
is the steamboat time
(:sharon siam la I GOT TO THANKS ELIEEN FOR THE CAM THANKS (:

THE COUPLE SHOT HAHAHA~~

yes is my birthday picture with my gays, i love them all (: after everything, i m half death hahaha,
THANKS SHARON HPY(: MEET HONG YAO AND HONG JUN AND TOWN, THANKS EVERYBODY,

i don wish to upload those drunk picture, so thanks everybody for the birthday day, i love it alot,
thanks darren,joey,febian,xiangwei,yuanxing,yongteck,dominic,boey,hong jun, hongyao, terence,sharon,elieen,serene,dawn,huichin. thanks, for those who cannot make it, is ok , i LOVE YOU GUYS, THANKS

2008-01-10T07:18:00.000-08:00

school is alright for me, yes, until now friends in class 2 only, yes, they came and know me, LOL
i am being damn anti-social in class now, ended school at 6.20, should be having dinner with gays, but in the end, some of them don want to have dinner, den i went home, have lonely dinner, ):
school will be better tomorrow, hope. all the chais in class is ah lian plus cheenas, buai tar han ah~!!
so fuck them off,
DARYL BIRTHDAY IS COMING REALLY SOON, SO EVERYBODY GET YOUR PRESENT READY FOR HIM, HE IS EVER READY TO COLLECT THOSE PRESENT.
meeting chips and god for lunch tomorrow, hope it will be a good one (:
chips is baking a cake for me, it will be a belated one, HAHAHA, i don mind (:
good nights everybody, there is lesson for me tomorrow, so SATURDAY WILL BE A GOOD DAY (:

2008-01-08T07:38:00.000-08:00

hello,today is my first day of school in mdis, saw lots of friends, class was alright, but the teacher voice, i cannot hear a shit, he voice, so soft, 18 people in my class, classmate are easy going, but i did not make any new friends today, went plaza sing after school with xingyi, she is getting some stuff for her boyfriend, which fall on 13 jan one day after mine,
SO PEOPLE, PRESENT SOON, THANKS (:
is alright for those people who look down on me, i cannot believe that one of my brothers look down on me, is okay, i should expect this to happen to me, i don want to say any names,
febain will be away on my birthday, that bastard, please don go overseas please,
there will be no lesson for me on every wednesday, so wednesday is a good day, but thursday, school ends at 7 pm, so.
waiting for chip to finish her presentation, so
bye everyone take care (:

2008-01-06T07:44:00.000-08:00

darren gave me an afternoon call to wake me up for mahjong at febain house,
woke up around 12.30, bathe and prepare to go out, took train, with darren and xing in the train,
reach febain house and the game of mahjong started, (:
yeah, i will miss mahjong already, no more morning mahjong ):
school starts tmr, but there is no lesson for me, so i will be going to school on tuesday only,
she is cute,
bye people, nights

2008-01-05T09:15:00.000-08:00

YEAH,
new skin (:
thanks xiaobendan for the new skin,
and thanks sharon for the new c-box
went school in the morning to get some stuff settle, and i went home after that
reach home around 2, took a nap and played some games when i woke up
yes, i got the planning for my birthday is almost done, really hope, everyone will come and enjoy it.
yes,
going to watch some television already,
nights to you (:

2008-01-04T10:43:00.000-08:00

hello,
i found my school, guess, it is time to study already,
life have been the same, going out with the gays, enjoy alot during new year eve, really do, but sort of febain and sharon only, yeah school starts for me on monday already, guess this is my last week end to have fun already,
i must enjoy my weekend to the max, it must not be wasted,
02 46 now, is a saturday,
i going to sleep already

a new year picture (:

2007-12-27T11:28:00.000-08:00

life isnt that good,
i m nobody to care, nobody to speak
result is like bullshit,
getting into private school, have to study hard, if not i will be wasting my daddy money.
a weird christmas i had, nothing much also,
nothing much to blog,
take care everybody,

2007-12-14T05:04:00.000-08:00

life is the same,
friends and friends,
have been out for the whole week,
to ms, vivo, town, k-box, bbq and alot more,
you need a happening life which i don have,
maybe i m just not happening enough for you,
is those place so fun to visit all the time?
i dunno, maybe i m just the fog in the well
and i just wait for you to go home all the time,
i dunno, wad is this fuck that i m doing,
i nobody to change your life,
continue if you wan,
sorry people, i don think you will understand this post, maybe my close friend will,
i m happy with you around, i feel lonely without you,
wad can i do?
do you feel that too?
that is a big question mark for me,
nights to all,
take care to you

2007-12-03T06:06:00.001-08:00

all the post of the chalet will be out soon,

2007-11-28T23:30:00.000-08:00

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enoughAnd he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

2007-11-28T09:36:00.000-08:00

BORING, BORING, BORING,
it is a boring day for me, doing nothing the whole day, just chatting msn, i know a new friend, (: her name is beverly, unique name rite? facing the computer for the whole day, wondering wad tmr is for me, the chalet will be on friday, i wonder how i will be, hope i will be nice, good(:
daryl is bored, can someone help him?
please,

nights
nights to you too
be*****

2007-11-27T12:12:00.000-08:00

haven been blogging, maybe i m just too lazy,
prom is over, clubbing is fun, all of them left newtown, they got their jobs, working happily,
left me now, wondering wad should i do, please, can someone help me,
life is meaningless for me, is boring, i do not wan my life to be like this, how i wish i can fly with them now, but i cant, result is coming out soon, i wonder how it will be for me. all the best for my brothers, maybe days or months pass, i will be left out by them, just maybe. but i can only blame myself for not studying hard enough and got myself retain. but if i really got left out, your will be my good friends, a bunch of gays that i wont forget for life, the fun we had, the hard times we went through together, i wont forget this 5 years, i just gone, like a day, how i wish i m still sec 1 and i swear i will study hard, train harder, and wont pick up the smoking habit, but is just too late to do or say anything already, it is just TOO LATE, i just envy wad you guys are doing seriously, i m jealous but it is too late, TOO LATE,
and for you, i wonder will we have a chance to meet again, i take it for granted, i m so sorry, but it is useless already, hope you are enjoying your life as well.
it is a emo post, i know,
maybe i m just a emo person, no life,

nights to the world
i wonder wad my next day will be, friendships just need a min, TRUE FRIENDSHIP TAKE YEARS.

2007-11-15T21:45:00.000-08:00

there is quite alot to post,
sorry, i have no time, i will post everything tonights,
the clubbing follow by prom nights and the pub after that,
keep this blog ALIVE

2007-11-12T08:30:00.000-08:00

ahhh, friday, it was a sentosa day for everyone, darren, joey, febain, xing, weiwei, yu xuan, boey,han pin, harry, hong yao,dominic and me , sorry, i damn lazy to uploads the photos, seriously, uploading photo's take lots of hardwork, left sentosa around 4?
yes, around there, have our lunch and was home after that, meet darren, febain, joey, xing, at commomwealth and cab down to my grandmother place to have some OVERNIGHT mahjong, it was sometimes since we have overnight mahjong, play and it was saturday morning, went home to sleep, and work up around 5 pm, bathe change and went down to town to meets those gays, walk around town, since sometimes we went town together. walk around cinie and taka, after that went to a lanshop and play some games, bus home after that.
SUNDAY
woke at 1. meet dian yi at my house down stair around 5. went IMM to get some clothes for my psp, psp catching cold, no clothes, and psp clothes i damn expensive, had dinner with hong yao at sunset and it was home after that,
MONDAY
work up at 1 prepare myself and went vivo to meet darren joey xing, febain join us later,
shopped for prom nights clothes, i dunno wad to get,
i getting tired. i wan get some sleeps soon,
goodnights

2007-11-07T08:57:00.000-08:00

happy day for everyone, O's ended for darren,febain,joey,xiangwei,yuanxing, they are happy people, seriously happy people, meet those happy people at clementi for breakfast and head to febian house for some mahjong,darren was the big winner,
went home during evening time, brought some food for myself, used com awhile, and falled asleep, woke up by your msg,
is a happy and a sad day for me, they left, i still there,
they feeling is fcuk,
but we are still brothers (: i know
all the best for your life in poly or JC,

fcuk feeling ):

daryl is sad ):

2007-11-06T07:09:00.000-08:00

blogging,blogging?
kind of tired now, woke up by DARREN SEAH in the morning, ask me go for mahjong, in the end, i did not even play a part of it, but is ok, (fear of it)
so went downtown east to clear the chalet money, we having a chalet soon, i hope it would be fun,den i went telok blangah, ( i wonder how it is spell ) to collect the chalet stuff and pack up. went to holland to meet darren and the rest, and get ourself ready, and there we go to NP, there was daryl, darren, daryl(me),dominc,febian,teck,joey,xing,zhiren,weilong,junxiang,junwei, hope i did not miss out anyone,so stop around at 8.30, wash up and we head for dinner (:
was home after that, tired,
ALL THE BEST BROTHERS FOR TMR LAST PAPER (:
nights,

so fast, everything going to an end,
i just have to say 我不配
nights

2007-10-29T10:21:00.000-07:00

woke up early, went back office to return the stuff and left,
I QUIT,
even though i find the job isnt that bad, but i don feel like working there, so JOB OFFER
please text me (: or write it on my tagboard ty,
so that is my day, when back starhub to look for ian and the rest,
feel like working back there, but... HELP
nights
good luck for those taking o's (:

2007-10-28T09:40:00.000-07:00

hello (:
was busy for the last one month,
but i m blogging now( at least )
now is 1 am already, i have work tmr so,
blog tmr (:
nights.

2007-09-26T12:27:00.000-07:00

i m blogging at least (:
skip school again, don wish to attent school, did revision for the whole afternoon,
den dota with joey, follow by tv, now the shows is getting nicer and nicer, should stick to the tv more den the the screen,
is 3.30 am now, just ended dota, getting some sleeps soon, 5 more days to N'level,
i should do more training, new blog songs thanks sharon(haopengyou) for the help,
you seem to be around.
but i know you are gone for a long time
will you be back?

nights,

2007-09-25T08:55:00.001-07:00

stay home, tired to study in the afternoon,
but not for long, really i cant able to study cant concentrate
but force myself to do it, because i have a week to do it only, my future my own life.
i have to do it,
i getting to bed soon, so nights (:

2007-09-23T10:00:00.000-07:00

hasnt been blogging for sometimes,
so, yesterday went dinner with joey,darren,xing and teck.
have dinner at queensway mac, after that we went IKEA to lookat stuff, after that went xing house to slack, so decided to stay over at his place, played ps2 and com, i know i m the first to sleep, i m so tired, sorry, i dunno wad time the rest sleep, when i woke up it was 12pm,went off with darren around 1.30, we went to get food and cabbed home,
went out with darren around 5pm? to get some stuff. we went vivo is MY IDEA DARREN, and that is the BEST IDEA, HAHAHA,
who we saw, you got to ask darren, (:
got the stuff, and have dinner at erm, secrect shop o.o
lol,the food is good, the aunty beside is damn noisy, LOL,
when serene place to see those bo jio mahjong ppl play mahjong, opps
after that was home,
have dinner, blogging now,

i really hope is you,
but you are turning away from me all the time,
don please, i m hurting, badly,
i need you, but is too late i think,
all the best to you,
i love you,
nights

nights(:

2007-09-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

is just another day for me,
boring school life, went school today for PHYSIC LESSON,
in the end, the teacher came school BUT DID NOT CAME TO OUR CLASS FOR LESSON.
): left school during school hours, did not care much about school rules,
darren,xing,febian came over my place for the MJ session HAHAHA,
have dinner with them and they find their way home after that,
studying physic by my own later, hope i can do it,
i cant let myself down (:
cant let my friend down
so jia you daryl, 1 more month nia

the day turn dark,
everyone was tired,
but i will still be there just for you
just for you,

2007-09-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

HELLO,
my blog is like you yi tian no life,
is ok, first thing, I HAD MY DOG(:
she is a cutie and her name is winnie, fun, yesterday, the bunch of gays came my place to have mahjong,
today, went school.
boring, nothing much to do too, so once after school went xing place to play abit of PS2 for awhile, den me and febain went down to lush to have a hair cut,
SHIT, my hair, abit owning, abit, abit,
but i know it will grow soon i believe (:
bye (: nights

ohhh~~ you yi ger nan hai ai zhe nar ger nue hai

2007-09-05T10:30:00.000-07:00

had my English paper today, not really easy la, hope i able to do well (:
darren,febian,joey came school for lesson, while waiting for me to end my paper, they was play play soccer without their shoes on, mean blister, cab to febian house to have some mahjongs (: since some time i touch that, about a week ago, HAHA.
reach home around 6pm, and i was too tired to do anything, i fall asleep, when i woke up, it was already 11.30 ):
check some stuff for chalet, gonna be a busy november, i hope it will be a good one,
going to get some food yo, wad happening tmr? i not sure to either,
bye

the day you ran away

2007-08-26T23:56:00.000-07:00

a tired weekend,
stay home on saturday and sunday,
meet darren and xiangwei at my house downstair around 8pm to have dinner,
den went up my place for some superstar and EPL action, joey reach my place around 12am?
yeah den, mahjong start till the next morning 9 am.
got some sleep, wake up around 12 pm, get some breakfast for them, and xing arrive. xiangwei left, SECOND ROUND START,
ended around 11, kinda hungry, call for mac, (:
packed up the place and get some sleep

2007-08-23T05:54:00.000-07:00

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片要我怎么捡

2007-08-23T05:33:00.000-07:00

did not went school today.
don really feel like going,
tried to study duing noon time, but fall asleep,
watch the whole dvd of a hong kong drama show,
good nights, bye

you are having a good life,
take care.

2007-08-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

hasn't been blogging for a quite some time, dunno why,
ytd went darren play to have some mahjong session after prelim, have dinner with febian before we went home.
today was my last prelim paper (:
ended liao, i don think i did well
who knows?
MAYBE I GOT A1
lol
blog tonight.
bye

2007-08-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday, have tuition at tea garden (:
the relief teacher help me. finally i understand the topic liao
stay back in school for my dnt today, ended up doing nothing, was chatting all along.
went back home with shahridan. fall asleep once i reach home, i was so tired, 2 more days to weekend, i don wan pon school liao. continue to study, my future
goodnites (: getting tired liao
bye world

1,2,3 look at you
4,5,6 is ended

2007-07-27T09:01:00.000-07:00

nothing much today,
once after school went to the com lab to take the some NE stuff, kinda waste off time.
after that, took bus to darren house, he got to take some stuff for the night class. took cab from his place to febian house to have some mahjong session. have lots of fun. went home with joey, darren and febian went back school for night class. have stingray for dinner (: damn nice. but broke liao knn. so expensive. there is a city walk, sounds cool. have to walk up 6am? so early,?@#@@. school days i wake upi around 7, and for this walk have to wake up 6am?
i will try to wake up tmr.
i must start doing some revision soon,
that is for myself.
good nights

i wonder how school will be without your next year,
just can blame myself,
thanks for everything all these years

2007-07-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

tired day for me, i seems to get tired easily this few days
did not have much lesson today, teachers did not come to school,
my dnt is project finishing soon (:
finally, kinda happy.
went home after school and have a good nap,
woke up by xiang wei call.
went meet darren,joey,xiang wei,febian and yuan xing
at clementi to have dinner, chatted alot of crap
joey don sleep so much, start to study soon. same to the rest,
all the best guys(:

times files,
yeah i m the passerby

2007-07-22T09:29:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYBODY
hasn't been blogging for sometimes
just did not have the mood to blog,
about today, woke up around 4 pm, meet hong yao, zoro and qi xian to play mahjong,
after that was dinner and home, simple,
school tmr,
dnt is omg
goodnites
byes (:

2007-07-16T08:20:00.000-07:00

a simple day,
nothing much,
did abit of 10 years series.
kinda tired,
goodnight,

it is hard to know,
i m trying, how i wish i was kept in the dark,
be happy always (:

2007-07-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY

woke up around 8.30 when febian called me, and meet hong yao together went febian house for some EARLY mahjong. darren and joey join us around 1 plus. soon the mahjong game is over, pack up the place abit, went boon lay to take train down to downtown east.

yu xuan, boey, yong teck and terence was waiting for us at commonwealth and hong jun at tiong, quite a big group, one common things ALL BLACKS!!

the plan for the night was NIGHT CYCLING so there wasnt any back up plan if we are not cycling but the bicycle kiosk is closed...... our plan is OVER. they close at 6 pm, and we are late by just 30 mins.

yuan xing,joey,febian and teck ran around pasir ris park to look for another bicycle kiosk and we found one (: we got our bikes and and smile all over our faces

a picture of us before we cycle to downtown east to meet xiang wei and sukardi, because they are late. soon after they arrive and got their bikes, vroom! chiong ah heading to CHANGI VILLAGE, lots of car and we have to look for traffic, soon we reach changi village and have our dinner there, the food was nice(maybe we are all famished so we just eat) after the dinner we saw a group of puppies, the puppies was cute, quite cute and the owner is give them away, when yuan heard that, he wan them already. HAHA, some photo of the doggy

after the doggy fashion show, it time to move on, we cycle to cheers to get some drinks and we chatted and we decided to cycle to changi airport, and i said airpork -.- , i wondering how i said that, nevermind, and lots of plane flew pass, damn cool sio, and the feeling was great. and there was a long long long long........ road and we cycle half ways, we decided to turn back, and that time i was TIRED, joey wanted to do some stunts and his bike gears and some other stuff came off. we spent some time to fix it. soon after it was done, we head back, and went back cheers to get some drink, and the time is 2345, soon it will be joey birthday already, some of them went to get "CAKES" for joey. and we started to sing birthday song for joey

and lastly OUR BIRTHDAY BOY
we decided go to OCH and take a look andwalk around, we saw lots of group of people at OCH, and WE SAW MR TSENG, LOL. but we did not chat much with him, we saw quite alot of thing at there, at the same time nothing much too, we headed down after an hour plus?(maybe even longer?) on our way out, we found 8 bucks, LOL, hong yao took the money and we use that money to get ourself some drinks, and we went to take a look at the "chai" LOL. yuan xing's tire went out of air, so we have to look for the nearest petrol station for him, and that was DAMN FAR. once we reach, all of us are restless already, we took some photo's there

we clean ourself up and get ourself some food to eat, and we cycle back to pasir ris carpark to have a break and rest, some of us fall asleep there, and around 7 am we all headed back to downeast mac and on the way, JOEY #$^$%#$#%^ fall down, the tried to aviod an accident with a aunty, i wan infront did not see wad happen, when i turn back joey was on the floor already, febian got a good view of it and told us. rested awhile and we cycle back to the bicycle ciosk and some stupid stuff happen there, went to took bus to pasir ris and train back home, bath and have my lunch and went to bed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY

2007-07-11T08:11:00.000-07:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY DAY IN SCHOOL
school is alrite, lesson is good, i study alot today,
dnt, the last period,
OMG,
stay back until 3.30,
saw shahridan sister, we went NTUC to get some food and went her house for DINNER BY ME AND HER FOR SHAHRIDAN,
so got our food, wahs. started cooking is was REAL fun,
shahridan came home after sending her girlfriend home, so we 3 have fun eating, washing, and FIGHTING LOL
damn lame stuff, we roll around the place LOL
den everyone getting tired,
shahridan starting his personal CONCERT, hais cmi
natasha was playing with her cat, den me, starting to fall asleep,
chatted, and played some games till 10,
WOOTS it is getting late,
cab home, getting tired
good nights too the world,