Daryl. :D

unknowingly 3 months in the army is over for me,
and i had pass out already
time pass so fast,
this 3 month is never easy for me,
this maybe the hardest 3 months i had in my entire life,
the 8days 7 night field camp is just unbelievable.
the nights that i slept in the rain, walk in the rain,
the punishment i got
the stand by bed, stand by area, and the nightmare of stand my universe
the physical training in camp is the wtf
the day you were gone
the insomnia which i had,
the 24 km road march,
and the enlistment day when my bud came and send me off, just touched to the max.
i learn how to be strong, independent and take care of myself,
life for me is aimless,
i still thinking should i continue my studies after ns(which my dad really wants)
or i should just sign on and fuck the world.
i know i have been missing out loads of fun around.
along my ns life till now,
febian joey and darren is always there when i need, i really thanks you guys,
the chilling session that we had, esp with febian,
life is never easy for anyone,
things dont always goes your way,
i had mine and you had yours,
never ending problems for you, which i cant do anything much just to stand by your side listening to you. accompany you, thats what i can only do.febian. stand up soon.
and soon i am turning 20,
i am no longer young.
and,
is nice to see you having a nice life
i can see that you are enjoying yourself,
and maybe thats the you which you are.
the smile you had now is something which i cant give
i am just happy that you are able to have this life which you want.
i am really glad, and the same time, i am sad.
this show thats you already do not need me.
remember enjoy yourself to the fullest. because that is you.
the real you.
imy.