hellooo,
i am having my second book out already, army life is just bwg,
thanks for clique for accompany me the whole night before i book in, i know you are tired like a dog,
a little gift from them just touch-ed me, a card from you melt my heart, a hug from them means any when i need them, they will be there. a hug from you just makes me wonder when will i able to hug you again. mix feeling in me.
unable to sleep even when i am like damn tired,
unable to eat when i am damn hungry,
you bring me smile, and bring me tears
chicken maggie and soba is just love,
but now is just tears,
the gap is big, i did my best,
in the end, i cant change anything.
just because i am useless,
fuck,
