Daryl. :D

haven been blogging, maybe i m just too lazy,
prom is over, clubbing is fun, all of them left newtown, they got their jobs, working happily,
left me now, wondering wad should i do, please, can someone help me,
life is meaningless for me, is boring, i do not wan my life to be like this, how i wish i can fly with them now, but i cant, result is coming out soon, i wonder how it will be for me. all the best for my brothers, maybe days or months pass, i will be left out by them, just maybe. but i can only blame myself for not studying hard enough and got myself retain. but if i really got left out, your will be my good friends, a bunch of gays that i wont forget for life, the fun we had, the hard times we went through together, i wont forget this 5 years, i just gone, like a day, how i wish i m still sec 1 and i swear i will study hard, train harder, and wont pick up the smoking habit, but is just too late to do or say anything already, it is just TOO LATE, i just envy wad you guys are doing seriously, i m jealous but it is too late, TOO LATE,
and for you, i wonder will we have a chance to meet again, i take it for granted, i m so sorry, but it is useless already, hope you are enjoying your life as well.
it is a emo post, i know,
maybe i m just a emo person, no life,

nights to the world
i wonder wad my next day will be, friendships just need a min, TRUE FRIENDSHIP TAKE YEARS.